Anyone suffer from insomnia, depression, or anxiety?

[kottyking]

...and I can't comment since my anxiety cure is also part of the forbidden topics...

No way I think we see the same doctor!

 

[XiKeiyaZI]

Comparing situations is kinda dumb. Everyone has their own, and each is different, not worse or better. I really would rather just die. I really have no goals. I don't want to do anything. I am losing interest in anything because it requires money or effort. If you are ugly like me you are seen as creepy. Especially with no social skills to interact in person with people, which you can't just learn this late in life. I own nothing, a computer, a phone, and a car. I will never be a man or know about being a man because I was raised by a female. At this point in life you can't ask people about things like that, you just get laughed at and deserted.

You want to know something shockingly ironic? When I was younger.. I didn't get along with guys. I'd always end up getting into a fight. I was raised by a single mother for most of my life, and my best friends were chicks. Infact.. I was such good friends with them that I often stayed over on weekends with No sexual intent.

I've dealt with a lot of people in life, and each one who COULD do great things lacks 1 specific skill that determines if you're going to be great, or a failure : Pride. You need to get some. Infact, if you want to make a good damned friend, then PM me and I'll loan you some of mine because I have far too much.

The other people in this thread have real problems. Chemical inbalances, huge life issues, pain disorders.. but you... you're making your problems and not even realizing it. Sadly, as heartless as I tend to be, I can't allow myself to look past someone who has the ability to do something with their lives and either chooses not to or doesn't have the ability. You CAN do something.. and if you continue to say otherwise, I'll fly my ass out to your location and Ramsack the back of your head with a Torque Wrench until the phrase " I'm fvcking awesome! " get's stuck in there.

 

[SpawnedX]

First, depression is a medical condition, whether it be petty things or not, your brain has stopped functioning chemically, due to stress or genetics, the way it should.

Look at me, I am highly depressed, clinically, by the doctors assertion, due to the stress I was placed under at Bank of America. You would think I should not be. I have a fiancee whom I love and loves me and we are committed to eachother. I have a decent place to live. I have a beautiful and healthy 3 year old son. I have multiple DSMs, all of them working, one of them ridiculously fast. I have a family that stands behind me. Tons of friends whom care about me genuinely.

I am still depressed. I have been labeled as a suicide risk at times it is so bad. I don't want to feel that way. I just do.

 

[ramsack]

People from CA, or if there are other decriminalized states, should be allowed to talk about weed on here.

 

[gixrman]

You keep saying "I,I,I" then at least your admiting the source of the problem and the only one who is going to fix it.

 

[Red97Eclipseboy]

Comparing situations is kinda dumb. Everyone has their own, and each is different, not worse or better. I really would rather just die. I really have no goals. I don't want to do anything. I am losing interest in anything because it requires money or effort. If you are ugly like me you are seen as creepy. At least where I'm from, which is messed up because it's kind of a crap area. I'd think I would get treated like that more in a big city. Especially with no social skills to interact in person with people, which you can't just learn this late in life. I own nothing, a computer, a phone, and a car. I will never be a man or know about being a man because I was raised by a female. At this point in life you can't ask people about things like that, you just get laughed at and deserted.

You need counseling. I've done it, and am doing it. Us talking to you is going straight over your head. You'll grab your balls and be a man when YOU want to change-not when we want.

 

[kottyking]

That's all I need to be happy. I am shedding friends and "loved ones"/family on purpose. It is crap and those people make me miserable. I am more or so depressed because I am broke, have been since I was 18, which matters 100% for getting laid.

You need to not be so bitter bro. I mean that in the nicest way possible. You have your whole life ahead of you. Yea there are some money grubbing bitches that are after money. There are also some great ones out there that arn't after your moneyz. You just have to get them drunk and say the right things. Nah but seriously cheer up butter cup. What you need is a change of scenery, it sounds like you need to leave your town and stir things up a bit. If your purposely "shedding" friends and family as you say, your not a good friend yourself.

 

[SpawnedX]

BTW ramsack, no one is ugly, never let anyone tell you that. No one is unlovable. There is someone out there for you. It's just not time to meet yet. I love my fiancee and she me, and our looks have nothing to do with it.

I promise you both of us could be considered unattractive to others. But, what do they know?

 

[ramsack]

Well my family and friends don't even try, so I'm not gonna be the one to always call them. They have phones too, they know where I am. That's all I meant by severing ties. I went to counseling when I was young and diagnosed as supposedly depressed, even though I was always outside playing, and with friends in the neighborhood. All I talked about was off the wall ideas and crap, because to me nothing was wrong. If they had any reason to say I was depressed it was because I wasn't allowed to do things, not that I wasn't trying. I just want money. From there I would just get laid, even if I have to pay directly for it, and be drunk all the time. I like being lazy, not going anywhere. I am not fat, though. The bad thing is I don't want some crazy bi*** that's all on facebook, snapping photos every 2 seconds, flapping the jaw constantly. That doesn't exist in the form of a hot girl, but a fat chick, which I am not down for.

 

[gixrman]

BTW ramsack, no one is ugly, never let anyone tell you that. No one is unlovable. There is someone out there for you. It's just not time to meet yet. I love my fiancee and she me, and our looks have nothing to do with it.

I promise you both of us could be considered unattractive to others. But, what do they know?

Just look at Howard Stern, Carrot top, Brad Bitt, those are some ugly MF'rs and they get banged out.

 

[Locke]

I was such good friends with them [women] that I often stayed over on weekends with No sexual intent.

Ohh, you are a creepy sort.

 

[dsmdeliveryboy]

Comparing situations is kinda dumb. Everyone has their own, and each is different, not worse or better. I really would rather just die. I really have no goals. I don't want to do anything. I am losing interest in anything because it requires money or effort. If you are ugly like me you are seen as creepy. At least where I'm from, which is messed up because it's kind of a crap area. I'd think I would get treated like that more in a big city. Especially with no social skills to interact in person with people, which you can't just learn this late in life. I own nothing, a computer, a phone, and a car. I will never be a man or know about being a man because I was raised by a female. At this point in life you can't ask people about things like that, you just get laughed at and deserted.

People can always do something about their appearance, and working out etc helps to a certain extent. If you don't like something about yourself, change it.

 

[SpawnedX]

Well my family and friends don't even try, so I'm not gonna be the one to always call them. They have phones too, they know where I am. That's all I meant by severing ties. I went to counseling when I was young and diagnosed as supposedly depressed, even though I was always outside playing, and with friends in the neighborhood. All I talked about was off the wall ideas and crap, because to me nothing was wrong. If they had any reason to say I was depressed it was because I wasn't allowed to do things, not that I wasn't trying. I just want money. From there I would just get laid, even if I have to pay directly for it, and be drunk all the time. I like being lazy, not going anywhere. I am not fat, though. The bad thing is I don't want some crazy bi*** that's all on facebook, snapping photos every 2 seconds, flapping the jaw constantly. That doesn't exist in the form of a hot girl, but a fat chick, which I am not down for.

Mo' money. Mo' problems.

 

[gixrman]

Well my family and friends don't even try, so I'm not gonna be the one to always call them. They have phones too, they know where I am. That's all I meant by severing ties. I went to counseling when I was young and diagnosed as supposedly depressed, even though I was always outside playing, and with friends in the neighborhood. All I talked about was off the wall ideas and crap, because to me nothing was wrong. If they had any reason to say I was depressed it was because I wasn't allowed to do things, not that I wasn't trying. I just want money. From there I would just get laid, even if I have to pay directly for it, and be drunk all the time. I like being lazy, not going anywhere. I am not fat, though. The bad thing is I don't want some crazy bi*** that's all on facebook, snapping photos every 2 seconds, flapping the jaw constantly. That doesn't exist in the form of a hot girl, but a fat chick, which I am not down for.

God this is starting to sound like a after school special.

 

[ramsack]

Just look at Howard Stern, Carrot top, Brad Bitt, those are some ugly MF'rs and they get banged out.

Money, and 15 minutes of fame...

I can agree on Howard Stern and Carrot top being ugly mofos, but no h0m0, Brad Pitt?

 

[SpawnedX]

On money. A survey was once done in which someone who made 20K a year was asked how much they would need to make to be comfortable. His response was 50K. So they asked the same question to a person who made 50K, who responded with 100K. Then they asked someone who made 100K, who responded with 200K. The 200K person said 500K. So on and so forth. No matter how much you have you will always think you make too little.

 

[gixrman]

Money, and 15 minutes of fame...

I can agree on Howard Stern and Carrot top being ugly mofos, but no h0m0, Brad Pitt?

Point being that somewere out there some woman thinks he's not that hot. Point2 theres someone for everyone.

 

[LandoAWD]

People from CA, or if there are other decriminalized states, should be allowed to talk about weed on here.

There is discussion of "that which is forbidden" in the other Hangout. We'll not be shifting general rules for something like this.

 

[ramsack]

On money. A survey was once done in which someone who made 20K a year was asked how much they would need to make to be comfortable. His response was 50K. So they asked the same question to a person who made 50K, who responded with 100K. Then they asked someone who made 100K, who responded with 200K. The 200K person said 500K. So on and so forth. No matter how much you have you will always think you make too little.

Very true. I really wonder about the people who make $150k or more a year, and wonder how they still take just as long as the sub-$50k people to pay off their mortgages. Even with a more expensive car and house, you have the financial freedom to stow away some serious cash and knock down principal on those things and not have to pay a lot in interest. But I really did think about it once. I think I could spend as much as the whole economy is every day, on stupid crap. If I had that kind of money I would be buying fighter jets, spacecraft, and just blowing it on other stupid crap.

 

[SpawnedX]

The other Hangout is for us special people. I heard that you can be special too by simply making a small monetary donation to the upkeep of this site. It's well worth it, plus you get to hear me be allowed to rant without restrictions, and man, can I ran.

 

[ramsack]

There is discussion of "that which is forbidden" in the other Hangout. We'll not be shifting general rules for something like this.

Man, I gotta make a donation and become a supporting member. There's gotta be some crazy stuff going on in that section of the forum. I like hearing about vulgar crap and commenting on it.

 

[LandoAWD]

Man, I gotta make a donation and become a supporting member. There's gotta be some crazy stuff going on in that section of the forum. I like hearing about vulgar crap and commenting on it.

It's not "crazy", though as more people join in it may become that way. Slow week in there, actually. I can say that old institutions like "Thong Thursday" aren't dead.

 

[kottyking]

Well my family and friends don't even try, so I'm not gonna be the one to always call them. They have phones too, they know where I am. That's all I meant by severing ties. I went to counseling when I was young and diagnosed as supposedly depressed, even though I was always outside playing, and with friends in the neighborhood. All I talked about was off the wall ideas and crap, because to me nothing was wrong. If they had any reason to say I was depressed it was because I wasn't allowed to do things, not that I wasn't trying. I just want money. From there I would just get laid, even if I have to pay directly for it, and be drunk all the time. I like being lazy, not going anywhere. I am not fat, though. The bad thing is I don't want some crazy bi*** that's all on facebook, snapping photos every 2 seconds, flapping the jaw constantly. That doesn't exist in the form of a hot girl, but a fat chick, which I am not down for.

Clearly anything that is said will go right over your head. "I want moneyz, den I want da powerz". Cmon man. Don't we all. Just because it isn't handed to you, doesn't mean you have to be so god damn bitter about it. Get off your ASS and go get it. Every decision you make, affects your life. You sound really selfish by the way. How about setting some goals for yourself??? You have to align things in your life to get grounded, then comes the girls and money. You have to pay your dues. Everybody does it. Just because I wasn't born with a silver spoon and everything handed to me, doesn't mean I'm gonna sit here and do nothing about it and whine. WE ALL GET DEPRESSED at times. We've all had somebody close to us die. We have all been hurt by somebody we love. Do you get the idea???? I'm gonna go out there and get it. I suggest you do the same. Get yourself on some meds to get your head right, then don't even think about money or bitches. It sounds like you don't have a job and you just sit on your ass all day. How about doing something productive?? It does wonders for the mind and might actually give you some self worth.....By the way there are people out there that can't EVEN WALK or sh it on their own and they find the joys in life so why the hell shouldn't you???

 

[SpawnedX]

Very true. I really wonder about the people who make $150k or more a year, and wonder how they still take just as long as the sub-$50k people to pay off their mortgages. Even with a more expensive car and house, you have the financial freedom to stow away some serious cash and knock down principal on those things and not have to pay a lot in interest. But I really did think about it once. I think I could spend as much as the whole economy is every day, on stupid crap. If I had that kind of money I would be buying fighter jets, spacecraft, and just blowing it on other stupid crap.

I can answer your question since I worked for a bank.

You make 75K a year you buy a 350K house, which you probably don't really need. So yes it would be easy if you made 150K a year to buy that house. However, once you make 150K a year you decide to buy a 850K house. It's called stupidity and some of the dumbest people I have spoken with are very highly paid, but not rich. There is a difference between paid well and being rich.

 

[XiKeiyaZI]

I can answer your question since I worked for a bank.

You make 75K a year you buy a 350K house, which you probably don't really need. So yes it would be easy if you made 150K a year to buy that house. However, once you make 150K a year you decide to buy a 850K house. It's called stupidity and some of the dumbest people I have spoken with are very highly paid, but not rich. There is a difference between paid well and being rich.

I can agree with you on that.

There have been several times where I've had money, at the moment, to get something that would cost me in the long run, and they were never things that I needed.. sometimes you just kinda give into the urge and get it. But most of the time, I get bitched at by the woman for constantly tossing out " We need to watch the flow of cash. " I guess that comes with growing up with little money and having to make $5 last a week.

But sometime.. you need to spend... go out and have a good time every so often. But as far as buying something to make payments on that costs more than you make in a year.. Yeah.. I'd shoot myself in the foot before I even considered it.