Anomoly#5
20+ Year Contributor
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- Jan 13, 2003
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Tacoma,
Washington
I Have had my DSM for over a two years now, and since then have rebuilt the engine
and performed various other mod's, and dealt with it being inoperable due to being 15 years old,worn parts etc..
In this process it became an obsession, and my priorities had gotten out of alignment.
Instead of talking to JESUS, or thanking him for what he has blessed me with,
and instead of doing thoughtful things for others, regardless of how simple of a task it was,
I would rather work on my DSM, and put it before anything else,
I was buying or thinking of buying parts for my DSM, or always day dreaming
of what I wanted to do with it, and it becomes somewhat of an Idolization.
I idolized other DSM's, cars in general, alot of people may not even know that they do.
Stupid things would happen to my car that just did'nt make sense, it would breakdown
boost leaks... various mechanical failures, what was really happening was, JESUS wanted to get my attention, because for month's I had been on my own pursuing my DSM dreams.
and had completely neglected my truth, my savior. After all he is the one that blessed me with my DSM, its not because I worked extra hard or because I was in the right place at the right time,NO.. he knows me, and wants me to have life abundantly, and he knows what I enjoy, and it was such a blessing, and I basically said "thanks LORD, I'll take that now and do what I want to do, talk to you later".
Alot of things in my life started falling down, because I was trying to take control of things and go on my own path, and doing what ever my selfish desires inquired to do. And JESUS is so faithful and compassionate... he is patient... and I learned.. by his grace he showed me... he was asking me to give it back to him... he has great words over my life, as he does yours.. and he has a plan, I hadent talked to him for a while,, and I broke down.. because I needed him.. badly, and he told me many things, I gave it back to him.. I gave him everything.. control,finances,relationships.. anything... I gave it to the LORD.
and he Honored it and blessed me with a business, I could not see his plan, but he knows.. he was going to utilize my DSM in this plan, which is now unfolding.
Im out of control and loving it, The LORD blesses his children crazy...
I know that this post may not be well recieved, and thats fine.
but for any who do have a relationship with JESUS I would like to ask if
you have had any similar, expieriences. And for any non-believers if you choose to persecute me for my truth in JESUS, thats fine, I will not debate on what is right or wrong or what is or is not.
The light shines in the darkness,
but the darkness has not understood it.
John 1:1
Praise the lord!
and performed various other mod's, and dealt with it being inoperable due to being 15 years old,worn parts etc..
In this process it became an obsession, and my priorities had gotten out of alignment.
Instead of talking to JESUS, or thanking him for what he has blessed me with,
and instead of doing thoughtful things for others, regardless of how simple of a task it was,
I would rather work on my DSM, and put it before anything else,
I was buying or thinking of buying parts for my DSM, or always day dreaming
of what I wanted to do with it, and it becomes somewhat of an Idolization.
I idolized other DSM's, cars in general, alot of people may not even know that they do.
Stupid things would happen to my car that just did'nt make sense, it would breakdown
boost leaks... various mechanical failures, what was really happening was, JESUS wanted to get my attention, because for month's I had been on my own pursuing my DSM dreams.
and had completely neglected my truth, my savior. After all he is the one that blessed me with my DSM, its not because I worked extra hard or because I was in the right place at the right time,NO.. he knows me, and wants me to have life abundantly, and he knows what I enjoy, and it was such a blessing, and I basically said "thanks LORD, I'll take that now and do what I want to do, talk to you later".
Alot of things in my life started falling down, because I was trying to take control of things and go on my own path, and doing what ever my selfish desires inquired to do. And JESUS is so faithful and compassionate... he is patient... and I learned.. by his grace he showed me... he was asking me to give it back to him... he has great words over my life, as he does yours.. and he has a plan, I hadent talked to him for a while,, and I broke down.. because I needed him.. badly, and he told me many things, I gave it back to him.. I gave him everything.. control,finances,relationships.. anything... I gave it to the LORD.
and he Honored it and blessed me with a business, I could not see his plan, but he knows.. he was going to utilize my DSM in this plan, which is now unfolding.
Im out of control and loving it, The LORD blesses his children crazy...
I know that this post may not be well recieved, and thats fine.
but for any who do have a relationship with JESUS I would like to ask if
you have had any similar, expieriences. And for any non-believers if you choose to persecute me for my truth in JESUS, thats fine, I will not debate on what is right or wrong or what is or is not.
The light shines in the darkness,
but the darkness has not understood it.
John 1:1
Praise the lord!